surrender to life

So what does it mean for me to surrender to life ?
it means leaving the past ...leaving the future .... it means trust in life itself ... IN THE ESSENCE of life itself ..knowing yourself as one with life .. not separeted from it ... and to let go of the separeted doer... to just let life carry you wherever it choose to ..knowing deep in your heart that it is for your own good ......for life is kind .. life is loving and compassionate...in their essence... this knowing in the heart let you be free and at peace ..and finely you can let go of worry.. of fears.... and connect deeply with your true and only essence that is love .. true love ..that makes you whole... that make you ONE.... so whole inside that there is no more you and love.. but only love as you.. as love.. one ..not two......and there is true joy and freedom to be .....so this is the meaning of surrender to life as i see it ......may all senteint being find peace and joy ..... OM SHANTI.....

my pastels

hi there every one , i was working all morning on a new pastel of some cheries i was buying the other day , and just had this urge to paint them , this painting is a study , and i have in mind to paint some more pastels of this subject ... will see how it goes ... i work in pastel few years now .and still learning all the time new things that i did not know before of this amazing medium ....

forgivness

a wise dear woman i once new was teaching me with the wisdom of the heart, basic truth that i did not realised it at a time , and a long time after , when i experience it by my self through a lot of pain and suffering in the past , suffering that was a result of not knowing , not understanding the basic truth in life .she was teaching me with her wisdom that forgiveness , i mean true forgiveness to everything and everyone including our selves , true forgiveness from the heart is what set us free from the past , to a new joyful beginning , and that guilt and blame is making us stuck in the past in a kind of a circle that goes on and on with out seeming a way out , and that the only way out , simple as it is , the only way out is by true forgiveness , well ..... she was right , i know that now with out any doubt , by my own experience , and this writing i share here comes as a gratitude from my heart to her , to her kindness and compassion and for her wise wards , may she be blessed , forever , as she already is .

a poem to the divine

you painted me new, with the color of spring,
blossom,
you created in me new forms,better then the old ones,
beautiful forms
to light my day with beauty,
with true joy
your delightful being in my heart
as one not two
and yet i write this poem
with the Ecstasy of unity
love energy flowing from inside out
and ''i'' step aside
letting it flow freely
no intervention
and here in the silence
you reveal with your eternal never changing compassion
the way to be , the secret of life
that is open to all

jacques brel ,

translation to his song quand on n'A QUE L'amour,meaning when we have only love,

when one only has love translation by :(anne-marie de grazie) when one only has
love as a give and take
at the dawn of the great journey
of this our great love
when one only has love
my love, you and i
to make burst with joy
every hour of every day

when one only has love
to live up to our promises
without any other riches
then to believe in it always

when one only has love
to furnish the marvelous
and cover with light
the blight of the suburbs

when one only has love as a sole purpose as a sole song and sole recourse

when one only has love
to cloth at dawn
the poor and the criminal
in mantles of velvet

when one only has love
to offer in prayer
for the suffering world
as a modest minstrel

when one only has love
to give to those
whose only fight is to search for day light

when one only has love
to trace a path
and force fate at every crossroad

when one only has love
to speak to cannons
and only a song to change the mind of a drum

then without having nothing but the strength to love we shell hold in our hands my friends,the entire world.

the drawing is a study of mine , after michelangelo

in reality

the fear of the past has been transformed into a deep honest trust in the present moment in the reality of love .in reality the one and only reality there is no fear. in the present moment there is only love , that is the only reality.
evolution of conciseness occurs beyond time , in the present moment , eternal present moment ,and yet every moment in fresh and completely new, and absolutely free from past or future that are in fact not reality at all, in our mind we use to think and see time as linear , meaning moving forward with sequential character , but that is not reality at all. it is a mistake that can be seen clearly when one go deeper then only the surface of being.then it is seen clearly that in reality , the one and only universal reality the divine created reality , every moment is fresh new, with out continuation with past moment or future moment.and it is one , and when one learns to live according to this ''law'' of nature , then there is wholeness and no suffering. for in reality there is no suffering.the divine ,the wisdom, does not create suffering .

in gratitude for the old masters,

hi there dear readers, i would like to share with you the gratitude in my heart for the old masters , i learned so much from painting and drawings some studies in my studio, so great teachers , when you make a study after Michelangelo for example, you really being able to feel deeper the old master intentions in the painting and learn from it. part of my development as an artist was and is making a lot of study drawing and paintings in my studio after the old masters, the intention is not so much to just copy a picture , but rather learning with humility of an eternal student, that say every day anew,i do not know anything , and i am willing to learn , with the eyes of a child , fresh new every day , a new beginning, this is the gift that art is given you , always fresh new things to learn , and learning from the old masters , being inspired, and yet going your own way in art , your authentic way that develops naturally ,
the study is in pastel , done in my studio, after Michelangelo, the Delphic sibyl , the Sistine chapel